1958, Tiong Bahru. The British still hold the
docks, but the kampongs are gone—replaced by HDB
blocks where the walls still whisper in Malay,
Hokkien, and Tamil. Ah Beng, once king of the
Geylang back alleys, now shuffles past void
decks with a limp from a Japaneseera beating he
never reported. His sister’s kidneys are failing.
No Medisave. No charity. The hospital’s final
notice: $1,200 by moonrise.
He knows where the medals are buried. Not in
cemeteries. In the concrete under Block 53,
where three boys vanished during NS training in
’56. Rumour said they were punished for refusing
to salute the Union Jack. Their medals were
confiscated. Their bodies never found. But the
elders say: if you take a ghost’s honour, the
ghost takes your skin.
Ah Beng digs at midnight with a bent spoon from
the hawker stall. Finds three brass medals,
still warm. One bears a Chinese character for
“loyalty.” He pockets them. Sells them to a
collector in Chinatown for $800. Buys the first
half.
Next morning, his door is blocked by a single
medal. Same one. Dripping rustred. On the wall
beside it, chalked in shaky English: You stole
what the earth kept.
He ignores it. Buys the second half. That night,
his TV flickers on—no channel. Shows only static.
Then, a boy’s face, halfmelted from a 1942
bombing, whispers without lips: You think the
British took our names? No. You took our names
when you sold us for cash.
He goes back to Block 53. Digs deeper. Finds a
fourth medal—newly forged, stamped with his own
name. No unit. No rank. Just his birth year. The
rule bites: A ghost only claims what you made
them become. He didn’t kill them. But he traded
their silence for survival.
He tries to return them. Leaves them at the old
drill ground. By dawn, all four are on his
pillow. Each now engraved with a date: the day
his sister will die.
He breaks into the army records office. Burns
the files. The fire doesn’t spread. It only eats
the paper—leaving the medals untouched, glowing
faintly.
He walks to the hospital with all four in his
pocket. Lets the nurses see them. Says nothing.
The doctor, a Tamil man who lost his brother in
the 1964 riots, just nods. Says: “Some ghosts
don’t want justice. They want you to remember
you’re still alive.”
His sister dies at 3 a.m. No pain. No screaming.
Just her hand cold in his, the medals clinking
in his trouser pocket like loose change.
The next day, the HDB block is marked for
demolition. Workers find four medals buried
under the foundation—newly rusted, each with a
different name. One says “Ah Beng.” The others?
Just numbers. Like soldiers who never got to
wear their names.
No one talks about it. The site gets turned into
a playground. Kids swing under the same trees
where the boys once drilled. The swing chains
squeak in the wind—sound like brass hitting
concrete.
Ah Beng disappears. No body. No note. Only a
single medal left on the counter of his
favourite char kway teow stall. No price tag.
Just a grease stain shaped like a soldier’s cap.
The stall owner keeps it. Says nothing. But
every night, he lights three incense sticks—
Chinese, Malay, Indian—and whispers, “You paid
your dues.”
The world still turns. The British are gone. The
HDB towers stand. And somewhere, in the damp
concrete of every old block, a medal waits—for
the next man who thinks silence is cheaper than
honour.


