The scholarship girl, 17, cracks open the HDB
flat on Telok Blangah Drive after three
rejections—her mother’s last hope, the last room
in Block 43 with a working aircon and no tenant
history listed. The landlord hands her the keys
with a wink: “No one lasts past midterms. But
you? You look hungry.” She doesn’t ask why.
Kiasu spirit says: take the deal, fix the leak
later.
The first night, the fridge hums louder than the
ceiling fan. By morning, her scholarship form—
printed, signed, laminated—is gone. She finds it
crumpled in the toilet, damp with something that
smells like burnt kaya and old incense. She
tapes it back to the wall. Doesn’t tell anyone.
Kiasu means: keep the prize, hide the flaw.
The second week, her textbooks vanish one by one.
Each time, they reappear on the kitchen table,
pages turned to specific chapters: colonial land
laws, postwar education policy, the 1955 HDB
resettlement maps. She studies them through
tears, whispering to herself in Singlish, “I
need this, I need this,” but no one answers. The
flat doesn’t speak. It rewires.
On the third moon, the power cuts. In the dark,
she hears the clink of spoon on bowl—someone
eating char kway teow at the table. She doesn’t
move. She knows the rules: don’t look, don’t
speak, don’t cry. The ghost isn’t a woman in
white. It’s the ghost of every girl who took
this flat, got the scholarship, then vanished—
some into mental wards, some into factory shifts,
some into graves no one visited. The flat
doesn’t haunt rooms. It haunts ambition.
She wakes at 4am on exam day. Her notes are gone.
On the wall, written in charcoal dust: “YOU
THINK YOU EAT THE SYSTEM. THE SYSTEM EATS YOU.”
She picks up her pencil. Writes her answers in
Malay, Chinese, English—every language she’s
been told to forget. She doesn’t cry. She
doesn’t run. She submits the paper.
The scholarship letter arrives three weeks later.
She’s accepted. The flat’s next tenant moves in
two days later. A boy from Tampines. He asks
about the fridge noise. She smiles, hands him
the key. “It’s fine,” she says. “Just hungry.”
The flat doesn’t empty. It just waits. And every
scholarship girl who steps inside? She learns
the real rule: the system doesn’t reward the
smartest. It rewards the ones who still have
something left to lose.


