The air in Block 43, Tampines, still smelled of
wet cement and burnt kaya toast when Lian
slipped through the rusted gate at 11pm, her
satchel heavy with OLevel answer booklets. She
failed her English paper. Again. Her father’s
silent stare at the kitchen table had said more
than any shout — the third time, and the last
chance before he sent her to Johor to work in
his cousin’s textile stall. Filial piety didn’t
ask for dreams; it asked for passes.
The HDB block had been abandoned since ’79, when
the town council moved all offices to the new
education complex. But the Ministry still needed
someone to manually recheck scripts for
“anomalies.” No one else would take the night
shift. Too many stories — the lady who marked
papers in Block 43 vanished after finding her
own name written in the margins of a student’s
essay. Lian took it anyway. Her mother’s ghost
still lived in the old kampong well behind their
new flat, and Lian knew ghosts didn’t haunt
places — they haunted unfulfilled promises.
On the third night, she found the first
correction. In Lim Mei Lin’s composition, the
phrase “I love my mother more than rice” had
been crossed out. In red ink. Not pencil. Not
teacher’s pen. Ink that hadn’t dried. The line
now read: “I love my mother because she worked
three jobs so I could eat.” Mei Lin had failed
English. Her mother had died of liver failure
two weeks before the exam. Lian checked the
student’s file. No record of a mother. Only a
death certificate dated the day after the paper
was submitted.
The red ink kept coming. Every script she marked,
every wrong answer — grammar, spelling,
punctuation — was fixed. Not neatly. Not
politely. Violently. A misplaced comma became a
slash. A misspelled “kiasu” was rewritten as
“afraid to lose what you don’t even have.” The
corrections always tied to something real: a boy
who failed because he worked at the hawker
centre after school; a girl who wrote about her
father’s NS trauma but couldn’t spell “PTSD.”
The ink didn’t care about syllabi. It cared
about truth.
On the seventh night, Lian found her own script.
The one she’d failed. The essay on “The Meaning
of Family” was filled with red. Every line she’d
written — “I want to be a teacher” — was torn
out. Replaced: “I stay because my father has no
one else.” The ink was still wet. Her name,
signed at the bottom, was smudged. As if someone
had held her pen.
She didn’t cry. She took the booklet. Walked to
the void deck. Lit a stick of joss paper.
Whispered to the wind, “I’m sorry I didn’t pass.
” The wind didn’t answer. But the next morning,
the Ministry called. “You’ve been selected to
lead the pilot remarking team,” they said. “Your
accuracy is unmatched.”
She didn’t take the job. Instead, she enrolled
in night school. Worked at the kopitiam until
10pm. Marked scripts on her own time — in
silence, with a black pen. And every night, she
left a plate of tau huay by the old well behind
her HDB block.
No one else saw the red ink after that.
But sometimes, when the rain hits the HDB roof
just right, the students say, you can still hear
pens scratching — not in the exam hall, but in
the dark, where the real lessons begin.


