Every night at 11.30pm, Lim Ah Ma sets three
bowls of steamed white rice on the cracked
concrete floor between her HDB flat’s door and
the lift lobby. No salt. No fish. Just rice. She
does this since 1967, the year the British left,
the Japanese ghosts stopped whispering, and the
Housing Board started pouring foundations over
the old kampong graveyard.
She never speaks. Not since the night in ’43
when she dug her brother’s body from the mass
grave behind the old rubber estate with her bare
hands, after the Kempeitai took his name, his
voice, his bones. The soldiers never came back
for her — too busy burning villages — but the
land remembered. When the HDB blocks rose in ’65,
the walls wept condensation in shapes of feet.
The lift cables hummed Malay lullabies. Children
swore the 4th floor echoed with a man asking for
water in Japanese.
Ah Ma’s filial piety was not prayer. It was
payment. She worked 18hour days at the Tiong
Bahru fish market, saved every cent, bought the
land deed from a broken Chinatown pawnshop owner
who swore the paper bled. She couldn’t reclaim
it — the state had stamped it “Public Land, No
Claims.” But she could make it remember. The
rice was the old way: feed the dead, quiet their
hunger, let them rest under concrete.
The rule that bit: no one could eat the rice.
Not the neighbours. Not the HDB cleaners. Not
even her own daughter, who threw away the bowls
once — and woke screaming, eyes rolled back,
whispering “They’re hungry, Ma, they’re so
hungry.” The next morning, the lift stopped
working. No one dared fix it for three weeks.
Her granddaughter, 17, failed her OLevels. She
came home with a C in History and a bruised
heart. Saw the rice bowls. Asked why. Ah Ma
didn’t answer. But that night, the girl took a
bowl. Sat. Ate. Slow. Felt the chill crawl up
her spine. Heard nothing. Saw nothing. But the
rice tasted like rain on old leaves. Like the
scent of frangipani from the kampong.
She started bringing her own rice. Added a drop
of soy sauce. Left a folded origami crane. One
week later, the lift worked again. The walls
stopped dripping. The children stopped crying in
their sleep.
Ah Ma died three months later. Not from illness.
From peace.
The girl, now 18, still leaves rice. But now,
she invites her Indian friend from school. Then
her Malay neighbour. They all sit. No one speaks.
The rice is always plain. Always three bowls.
The HDB board never fixed the lift. No one asked
them to.
The ghosts never came back.
But the land? It remembers. And now, it shares.


